It's over. It's over? I keep having to tell myself the news. It's not what I wanted. It's not what I was hoping for. And yet here I stand with the news in my ears. Half of me doesn't even believe it to be real. Half of me expects the curtain to rise and life to continue on as it had before.
He said, "God is going to work all things together for good." It is the same verse my mom spoke to me this morning. How does this work for the good? It hurts too much to make any sense right now.
I see it, how it all fell apart. But I saw a way through. I wanted it to work so badly. I didn't want to be left behind. No. Not now. Not when I my heart trusted in something I thought would last. I thought it would last. No matter what.
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